I do not believe life teaches us lessons: Life gives us opportunities to be our best self. The last three years have been filled with loss for so many people. With loss comes grief for the lifestyle, business, homes, and in some situations even spouses. I embrace and encourage change in my life, but some changes create intense grief. I am involved in the experience of being with my brother during his transition from this life. One never knows the strength and tenacity of the human spirit. There is always hope. But when does hope become denial? My grieving has already begun. I grieve for his lack of health and quality of life. I grieve for my mother's heartbreak.
My dearest friends, I know that I should call. It is taking a great deal of focus and energy to balance all aspects of my life. Time seems to be an issue I'm struggling with. This experience has made me value my friendships. I've been blessed with amazing people in my life. I miss you all, I miss Saturdays in Evergreen, I miss King Soopers, I miss walking around Evergreen Lake, I miss the Library, I miss the Brook Forest Inn, I miss Saturday shopping at ECHO - I really, really miss Starbucks! Big Hugs when I return! Linda
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